Friday, October 30, 2009
Not drinking enough
Monday, October 26, 2009
Allergy Issues
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Posting on the Go!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Another Goal Acheived
Almost a year ago I wrote a post called Working Toward Normal. One of the goals I listed in that post was:
When I'm in a photo of a group of people, I want to be a normal size. I don't want to be the fattest person and don't need to be the smallest person either. But I just want to blend in and look normal.
This past weekend I was part of a photowalk at a local camera shop. I wanted to check out everyone else's photos from the walk so I went over to the shop's website this morning ... and look at the picture that was front and center.
It nearly brought tears to my eyes. (I know, I'm a sap.) But look at me, you guys! I'm a normal sized person in a group of people who are also normal sized. I look just like the rest of them. In fact, I had to look twice to find myself because I didn't stand out in the crowd as being the fattest person. (That's me in the middle of the front row in the black coat.) And what else? I didn't hide in the back row so nobody could see me.
So yes folks... I'm working toward being normal and today I feel like I'm one step closer to that goal.
If you want to check out the pictures I took on Saturday during the Alden B. Dow House photowalk, you can view them here. On the walk back to the camera shop, I took some more.. here.
The photo above was not taken by me (obviously since I'm in the pic). It was likely taken by an employee of the camera shop or maybe this one was by the wife of the instructor who gave the lecture before the photowalk - there were a few cameras going for this shot. So yeah, I'm totally stealing this picture, but I wanted to share it here anyway.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
It gets harder...
I never would have dreamed that it would be this hard. I had such a streak, such a long time that things were so easy but now it seems that all of that is gone. It appears that not even one thing about doing WW or this healthy eating journey is coming easy anymore. I can’t seem to re-do some bad habits.... I don’t feel much capable of encouraging others on their health journey. I am barely hanging on to my own journey right now.Jason's words could have just as easily been spoken out of my own mouth. For the first year or 18 months of this WLS journey it was pretty easy to follow the plan and be on track. But now that I'm approaching the 2 year mark I'm amazed at how much harder it has gotten. I've been struggling lately with old habits creeping back in. Struggling with a bad attitude about doing the right thing because sometimes you just get tired of always doing the right thing. Struggling with finding an exercise that doesn't hurt but still burns the extra calories I need to burn. Struggling with staying on schedule with my vitamins. And just like Jason, I wonder how I can encourage others on their healthy journey when sometimes I don't feel like I'm doing so well on my own journey. I know that this stems from being discouraged about the lack of weight loss.... with my body's inability to lose weight for some strange reason that nobody can figure out. It's been 10 months for crying out loud!! I know that I say "Don't let the number on the scale determine your self worth!" - but when that number taunts me and tortures me, how can I not let it wiggle its way into my thoughts with self doubt? I'm giving in to food cravings too often. I'm not working hard enough to find an exercise that works for my injured knee. I'm not being faithful with my all the doses of my vitamins everyday. I'm not journaling my food regularly (because I'm too lazy or because I don't need to, not sure which?) I'm not drinking enough water. I'm not scheduling enough down time to let my body recoup from the hectic schedule I keep. I'm not meditating like I want to be. I'm not journaling like I want to be. I'm not working on all the other life goals I've set for myself that I want to see accomplished. No, I'm not looking for any magic solutions or sympathy. I'm not even looking for a plan to accomplish all the things I know I'm not doing. I'm just putting it out there that I'm struggling too, just like so many others. Maybe acknowledging that there's a struggling going on, saying it out loud for the universe to hear, helps us handle the daily battles better. Maybe having a list of things I know I need to work on will help me tackle one small task at a time instead of looking at the whole and remaining overwhelmed. Knowing you're out there, supporting me and encouraging me in my journey - it makes the battles more managable somehow. ~Pam
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Butternut Squash Soup
Mmm.... Enjoy!
Friday, October 16, 2009
Today's Eating
- My fat intake is too low. I need to shoot for 20-25%.
- My fiber is too high, I can eliminate the fiber supplement in the morning chai tea.
- My protein is on the high side and I could eliminate second protein drink at night.
- My calories are in the right range. I'm burning an average of 2200/day, so the deficit today is 700 calories. Which SHOULD equal 1.5 pound loss per week. Ha!
- My percentages aren't too bad, just need to keep it close to 40% protein, 35% carbs, 25% fat, so today was fairly good.
A couple things about iron
I was doing a bit of electronic organizing the other day -- yes, I have a million bits of WLS information saved on my computer and a flash drive I carry with me at all times. I came across some info about iron that I wanted to share.
Iron is a mineral that can be found in plants, animals, soil, air, water, meteorites, and rocks, including on the surface of the moon. Here on earth, plants absorb iron through their root systems; animals eat these plants. Humans consume these plants and animals. Many think iron is a heavy metal, which it is not. Iron is an essential micronutrient. Essential used in this way means that the body does not produce the nutrient; micronutrient means that the body only requires tiny amounts to function.
Iron is like money (simple to understand terms)
- Hemacrit and hemaglobin are like cash. It's your readily expendable iron.
- Transferrin is like the armored truck that delivers new cash to the bank from the Federal Reserve.
- Iron saturation is like your savings account of iron. Stored for intermediate use.
- Ferritin is your 401k of iron. It's your long term iron storage.
What is Iron All About Anyway? (a bit more technical explanation)
- Hemaglobin (hgb) - a protein that transports oxygen to the body
- Hematocrit (hct) - proportion of blood volume that is occupied by red blood cells
- Transferrin - a protein that is the major transporter of iron and ideally is saturated with 25-35% iron; when working properly, transferrin binds to iron and transports it to all tissues, vital organs, and bone marrow so that normal metabolism, DNA synthesis, and red blood cell production can take place
- Total Iron Binding Capacity (TIBC) - a measure of the maximum iron concentration that transferrin can bind. Increased TIBC levels may indicate iron-deficiency anemia; decreased TIBC may indicate cirrhosis
- Ferritin - a protein that acts like a large holding vessel; contains iron that we don't presently need
Types of Iron
- Heme Iron - primarily comes from animals/meat. Heme iron is easily absorbed by the body and the best source of iron for people who are iron deficient. Meat, especially red meat is the best source of heme iron. Heme iron can be found in some iron supplements and is the best option for WLS folks.
- Nonheme iron - primarily comes from plants. This classification represents the majority of iron humans consume in their diets and is the type of iron in most supplements. It is inorganic and is found in grains such as rice, wheat and oats. It's also found in nuts, fruits, vegetables, most iron pills, fortificants, or contaminant iron such as from water, soil or cooking utensils.
The Iron Rules
(This was posted on OH by a member who has struggled with iron deficiency, this is the system she uses to keep her iron levels in normal range)- No multi vitamin or calcium supplement within 2 hours of iron…before or after.
- No dairy products of any kind within 2 hours of iron. That means no yogurt, milk, cottage cheese, sour cream, cheese, butter...nothing.
- No coffee or tea within 2 hours. It's the tannic acid, not the caffeine...so not even decaf.
- Take iron with acid to give it the best possible chance to absorb.
- Open the capsule or take it liquid form.
Understanding the Types of Iron Supplements
Sources: Iron Disorders Institute
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Thyroid?
Monday, October 12, 2009
Just a Monday Update
Sunday I spent a bunch of time finishing the editing process of my nephew's senior pictures. (That takes SO much time!) And then it took me 12 hours to get them all uploaded for him to review. This is one of my favorites from the 225+ pictures.
This new semester at school is in full swing and I was busy with school work over the weekend. The classes are the first of my graphics classes, so I'm excited to get into the meat of my degree choice (Graphic Communications). I'm doing Intro to Drawing and Intro to Graphic Design. I was anticipating that the drawing class would drive me nuts because I couldn't see how pencil and paper drawing had much to do with digital graphic design work. But in both of these classes I'm finding it surprising at how much drawing skill is actually needed in the pre-design mock ups for clients and brainstorming. I'm definitely a novice artist at best when it comes to drawing, but after a couple weeks of homework I can see that I'm already improving in my technique. Hopefully by the end of the semester I'll be even better.
I'm looking forward to my vacation coming up in three weeks. Just having some time off and to myself will be the best gift of all. Doing "nothing" is a great vacation, ya know.
This week should be fairly quiet. Class on Monday and Thursday; support group meeting on Tuesday - but otherwise no big plans or obligations. The upcoming weekend is currently clear and I'm hoping to keep it that way too.... unless I find a play or concert to go to.
Life is good. Just thought I'd share a short update on what is going on around here lately.
~Pam
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
The Hour-by-Hour Post-Op Schedule
Right after surgery we don't feel hunger and it's very difficult to schedule food and water and get everything in that we need to. It can be overwhelming to watch the clock to calculate the 30 minutes before and 30 minutes after a meal... and only eat for 30 minutes. Then to figure out when to take vitamins and blah, blah, blah.
So this type of schedule helps us get into a routine with food.
8:00 - 8:30 -- Breakfast (meals take no more than 30 minutes to eat)
9:00 - 10:00 -- Water - 8oz.
10:00 - 11:00 -- Snack (protein shake)
11:30 - 12:30 -- Water - 8oz
1:00 - 1:30 -- Lunch
2:00 - 2:30 -- Water 8oz.
3:00 - 4:00 -- Snack (protein shake)
4:30 - 5:30 -- Water - 8oz
6:00 - 6:30 -- Dinner
7:00 - 8:00 -- Water - 8oz
8:30 - 9:00 -- Snack (protein shake)
9:30 - 10:30 -- Water 8oz.
Eventually I added my vitamins into the routine. This is the schedule I follow today:
7:00 a.m. --- Breakfast #1 (usually a protein drink) -- Calcium +D
8:30 a.m. --- Water
10:00 a.m. -- Breakfast #2 -- Morning dose of vitamins
11:00 a.m. -- Water
1:00 p.m. --- Lunch -- Calcium +D
2:30 p.m. --- Water
4:30 p.m. --- Snack -- Calcium +D
5:00 p.m. --- Water
7:30 p.m. --- Dinner -- Calcium +D
8:30 p.m. --- Water
11:00 p.m. -- Bedtime (no food) -- Evening dose of vitamins
So if everything is scheduled and needs to happen at a specific time... it's easier to remember.
60 Minutes Report about Gastric Bypass
It's pretty well known to doctors that the most successful treatment for obesity is surgery, especially the gastric bypass operation. But here's something the medical world is just realizing: that the gastric bypass operation has other even more dramatic effects. It can force type 2 diabetes into almost instant remission and it appears to reduce the risk of cancer. Surgeons have been performing bariatric, or weight loss operations since the 1950s, but they're much safer than they used to be. They're typically done laparoscopically now, where doctors use tiny surgical tools and video cameras instead of making big, deep incisions. Despite the increase in obesity, only a small number of people have had the gastric bypass operation.
Sweet Salsa Dump Chicken
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
Messy House = Messy Eating
Monday, October 05, 2009
Coffee and Caffeine
But for those wondering the pros and cons, here's the scoop on coffee and caffeine:
- for some caffeine can be an appetite stimulant
- for some caffeine can be an appetite suppressant
- for some caffeine can cause stomach upset and digestive discomfort
- for some caffeine can promote ulcers or thinning of the lining in the stomach
- for some caffeine aids in gastric motility (keeps you regular)
- for some caffeine can increase heart rates and blood pressure
- in large amounts (over 400mg/day or 32oz brewed coffee) caffeine can cause dehydration
- caffeine can interfere with calcium absorption if taken in large amounts (300mg/day or 20oz)
- tannins in coffee (more so in tea) interferes with iron absorption
- Tannins inhibit B12 as well and there are Anti-Thiamin Factors (ATF) in coffee and tea (caf and decaf) will eat thiamin in the body. (Thanks to Andrea U. for the information about interfering the B's.)
Pam
